到絕食絕水的第十八天,我多數時間都昏迷的躺在床上。我感覺到死亡已經近在咫尺,近的一伸手就能碰到。
昏迷中,我感覺到自己的神志開始離開這個世界……身體彷彿在往一個深邃無底的的黑洞裡下沉……下沉……下沉……
突然,在我腦子裡清晰響起:「大覺不畏苦,意志金剛鑄。」(大法師父著作《洪吟二》「正念正行」)
我的神志一下被拉了回來!我一下感到有了力量!
我睜大眼睛激動的對自己說:「我要活下去!!我不能死!!我還有很多事要做!!」
為了使自己不再陷入昏迷狀態,我掙扎著慢慢坐起來,坐在床上默背《轉法輪》……
(待續)
(英文對照)
Having not eaten or drunken for eighteen days, I lay in the bunk unconscious most of the time. I could feel death was already at hand.
In a coma, I felt my consciousness was beginning to leave this world…and my body was sinking… sinking… sinking…toward a dark, bottomless hole…
All of a sudden, a line in Master Li’s poems echoed clearly in my head, “A Great Enlightened Being does not fear hardship, having forged an adamantine will.” (From Master Li’s work, Hong Yin Volume II, “Righteous Thoughts and Righteous Actions”)
My consciousness was instantly dragged back! I instantly felt strength!
Eyes wide open, I vehemently said to myself, “I must keep living!! I can’t die!! I still have a lot of things to do!!”
In order to prevent myself from entering into a coma again, I slowly struggled to a sitting position and started reciting Zhuan Falun in my heart…
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